undesirable.

maybe i really have changed alot. maybe it's because of someone, maybe it's just me. maybe i can't make you all forget this, but all i ask for is forgiveness. i apologize if i've hurt or insulted you in any way possible. perhaps i did alot of times, but i just didn't realize it. therefore, i take this oppurtunity to apologize to you. though i know you won't read this, i'll try my best to make this reach to you. i know i'm wrong to have judged you as being annoying but sometimes i can't help it. maybe it's a bad habit i've started. or maybe i'm just totally wrong about you. maybe i haven't really seen your true colours even after knowing you for four years. it's a rare chance that you would forgive me, but i hope you would. because i don't want to leave this school with misery. i really don't. so all i ask for is, forgiveness. though i know you won't forget that i've said those things to you but it would mean a big deal to me if you would forgive me. please.