muffin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUFFIN! (:

this is for someone. don't judge.

this post is meant for someone. don't bother to ask who is it. just think of it as something in general.

i just can't understand why are you being so ignorant. you're not the only person in this place we call earth. a total of 6.794 billion people living here right now. you can't have your own way every time. when you're more open-minded, you'll have more friends. and when you have more friends around you, you'll eventually feel love when you're with them. now i see why you're usually lonely, only with one or two people to talk to. maybe they people who bother to be friends with you pity you, or maybe they just don't see the real side of you. but what's the point of being so ignorant and ending up with no friends? i'm sure everyone will agree with me saying that having people who really care for you being around you is way better than being lonely. the way you insult people so openly without caring what they feel, makes people look down not only on you but your family too. i know i don't have the rights to judge you or your family, but this is the way i feel about your behaviour. don't you think you're embarrassing your own parents too when you publicly insult innocent people? you always seem to think that you're like the greatest person to have ever lived on earth, but no. everyone has their own talent and something that makes that special and meaningful. you can't have everything to yourself, you cannot be perfect. in fact, no one is perfect. i hope that one day you will finally realize that you aren't and never will be the greatest person alive before you really become a loner.

hangouts.

had lotsa fun today. went for breakfast with family in the morning first.

then later, met up with friends to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.

actually wanted to watch Jennifer's Body, but it's 18 above.

after movie, went bowling. for most of us, first time.

had a great time there. i scored a strike! XD

must say thanks to Sri Ram for teaching me how to play. lols.

:)

exam's over baby! :]

current soundtrack. papparazi by lady gaga.

current mood. happy and just happy.

exam's are over my darlings! yessss. finally get my computer back! anyways. hangouts for sure. tmr, watching movie. :]

lols. i don't even know what to blog about. too bored. today we had arts and math paper 1. most of us drew a label for baby's shampoo. brand name is BLISS. familiar? it's a yogurt brand! lols. but math was a total failure. i hope i'll at least pass math this time. math sucks. anyways, goanna off soon. bye people!

and it all ends here. <3

missing you ?

current soundtrack. jay sean's down.

current mood. confused.

well. i was reading through my msn history conversation. then i saw something. the email add. long time didn't chat with that person already. don't even know what happened between us. is it me or fate? was i an annoyance to you or you were just playing? i really don't know. ever since that time, i've never admitted that i've missed you. not even once. but i guess, suddenly i miss you? sighs, i thought i've moved on but it's like i'm suddenly falling back? i really don't know what to do now. might just try to occupy myself to avoid thinking about you?

and it all ends here. <3

where are you now.

current soundtrack. honor society's where are you now.

current mood. undescribably happy.

we are all in missy's house yesterday. well, not all but most of us. we had a damn good time last night, i must say. and the food there was really good! (:

anyways. we were just screaming and laughing like mad people. lols. well, nothing much to blog about actually. for photos, view my facebook profile.

and it all ends here. <3

touch my hand.

current soundtrack. david archuleta's touch my hand.

current mood. happy and just happy.

deepavali celebration time! :D

open houses and fireworks, here i come. haha.

i'll be going to missy's house later. went to bimbo's house last night. and in case you were wondering, those aren't their real names. might post some photos up later. that is, if i took any.

anyways. follow me, http://twitter.com/pearllytan :)

and it all ends here. <3

crash and burn.

current soundtrack. savage garden's crash and burn.

current feeling. confused and self doubts.

exams are coming and i know i shouldn't be distracted from my studies with relationship stuffs. i can't help it if i start to have feelings for someone. but at least i can try not have feelings for someone anymore, right? thats what's wrong. i saw them together. i felt jealous? that can't be. but then i guess i am. i thought of confronting him, but i'm afraid to do so. sighs.

and it all ends here. <3