Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Anger Management Problem.

As most of you guys who have known me since the younger days, you probably have put through alot to still be here together as one, one class, one family. And I have to say that I know I gave you guys alot of problems, hurt you guys, lost your trust here and then. But at that time, I also know that I couldn't and didn't control my emotions, and I get angry very easily. I'm sure that you all have been annoyed or angry back at me. So, I have to say to my classmates, friends, and family, that I'm sorry if I have caused problems, shouted or screamed at you guys for no reason, hurt your feelings and even lost your trust. I am really sorry guys. I'll try my very best everyday to make it up to you guys. Now, I control my emotions, I think twice before I scream or shout. Well, shouting and screaming is something that I very rarely do since the year 2008 started because on that very year, I realized that this problem will take me nowhere. So, it's either I stop now before I lose you guys or all of us will get hurt. And since then, I've tried to control my emotions, tried not to get angry, tried to be reasonable, tried to see things at your point of view everyday. I really hope that you guys will forgive me, just like the saying, forgive and forget. But the thing here is, I don't want to you guys to completely forget this, I want you guys to try to forgive me and support me throughout this time. I hope I'm not asking for too much and I'd understand if I have lost your trust because I finally realize how mean I was last time. And again, I'm really really sorry guys. I wish I could turn back the time and try to fix this problem before it became worse. Sorry.

and it all ends here. <3